Wednesday, November 01, 2006
new blogskin after 8 months.
november is a sweet month. but a sour one too. perhaps, a cursed one as well. tonnes of loads in my mind still, but i`m taking a step at a time without haste to throw my unwanted burdens away. i`ve been rather moody so i`m apolegetic if i`d swept you guys out with my nasty words. sometimes i mean it though, but most of the times i don`t. will`s kinda right, why do i like to burden myself so much? guess that i can`t help it. it`s in my blood. my heart`s not strong enough to deter the threats. however it`s still not too weak to heart my birthday wishes. i`m not too demanding...
1) my loved ones can be happy and are doing well.
2) i can have 2 more wishes. =)
3) less downturns in my life.
4) i won`t tell you. =P
specially to janice baobei: i heard you. don`t despair nor give up. and like i`ve said, my treat for you and rachel is not just to reward good results. yes, good results are crucial, but i think the hardwork you all put in is the more commendable factor. i know i`m not a good tutor also. so sorry though. and in life, there`re bound to have obstacles and challenges, just like we humans, err `cos of our shortcomings fate has destinied us to possess. these are not to make us weaker but to strenthen our willpower. when you believe, half of the battle`s been won. i know we usually grumble at how bad our life is, but when you really look around, we`re not the worst. perhaps i`m not worth to really speak to you `cos of the nature of my character which you may not have seen, but when i see myself trying, i really feel different. my moods get lighter bit by bit, though not leaps by bounds. well after all, we progress gradually. jiayou ok! you have me to cheer you on. *wink*
10:30 PM
new blogskin after 8 months.
november is a sweet month. but a sour one too. perhaps, a cursed one as well. tonnes of loads in my mind still, but i`m taking a step at a time without haste to throw my unwanted burdens away. i`ve been rather moody so i`m apolegetic if i`d swept you guys out with my nasty words. sometimes i mean it though, but most of the times i don`t. will`s kinda right, why do i like to burden myself so much? guess that i can`t help it. it`s in my blood. my heart`s not strong enough to deter the threats. however it`s still not too weak to heart my birthday wishes. i`m not too demanding...
1) my loved ones can be happy and are doing well.
2) i can have 2 more wishes. =)
3) less downturns in my life.
4) i won`t tell you. =P
specially to janice baobei: i heard you. don`t despair nor give up. and like i`ve said, my treat for you and rachel is not just to reward good results. yes, good results are crucial, but i think the hardwork you all put in is the more commendable factor. i know i`m not a good tutor also. so sorry though. and in life, there`re bound to have obstacles and challenges, just like we humans, err `cos of our shortcomings fate has destinied us to possess. these are not to make us weaker but to strenthen our willpower. when you believe, half of the battle`s been won. i know we usually grumble at how bad our life is, but when you really look around, we`re not the worst. perhaps i`m not worth to really speak to you `cos of the nature of my character which you may not have seen, but when i see myself trying, i really feel different. my moods get lighter bit by bit, though not leaps by bounds. well after all, we progress gradually. jiayou ok! you have me to cheer you on. *wink*
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:30 PM
